Monday 19 March 2018

again a new chapter of life i have to begin  --

56 years of association is cut as in life as in reel life just in one breath

my husband Prof Dr A.N.Nigam left us for his heavenly abode..
 having a very brilliant career, sharp intelligence, honest to the core.. having a very handsome personality .. humane.. helping the needy.. respectful of elders.. a totally self made man as we say.. achieved pinnacles in his career all by himself, without any guidance  from any body from the very childhood,

born in Hardoi ..early schooling in a small town Sandila, famous for its own kind of laddoos,
but as it happens people having such spectacular qualities are normally do not fit the normal average mould, guided by their own conscious [whims,and ideas ] .

he did whatever was possible in his means for his family.. a very devoted son ..loving brother and a true friend  and stood for his own believes .an extremely sensitive person .

i have  to resurrect from the ashes again [myself from this tragedy ].. learning to live without him.. .
i pay my gratitude to the almighty for giving me the life i have lived.., both of my children, now proud parents of their own young intelligent achieving children [my grand children ]...
during his last years, dr.nigam suffered prolonged illness, but was taken care of  by my son, his wife ,my daughter and son in law.. with the utmost care and affection --[at times i feel we are extreme emotional lot ].
once again life has cheated me... .
a broken soul ,,,,,,,,,,

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